just a quick reminder i quit this blog
if you want to know what it is jsut ask!
cool yeah so i’m dumping this blog and moving back top my old blog i’m really sorry!
i tihkn i hate everyone again
i think we’re alone now
i’m so fucking drunk ineed to be taken care of
my birthday is november 17th and ot was nice cuz everyone wished me a happy birthday and it’s nice to feel like all those people care about you even though they probably don’t
can it just be november at least i get all the attention i want on my birthday
butchbarbie replied to your post: do you hate me yet? do you know what it feels like for a girl? when i was in high school i would listen to that whenever i was sad
do you hate me yet?
see when i attack someone you like it’s a problem
this getting me nowhere i’m done posting about it
lolcar: everyone is getting drunk tonight and i have work tomorrow i hope they all try to drive
it just annoys me that i try to be your friend and you hardly seem interested and it’s like i bet if i looked a certain way you’d be desperate to talk to me well i fucking tried ok
i’m toxic right now
it’s funny cuz even though i’m so fucking angry at someone i hurt physically i still like stuff they post i’m stupid :)
and my hands are shaking and i’m getting that really weird drunk feeling
i’m actually so angry and upset that my stomach is starting to hurt
and you know i would really do something but i don’t know what so i just wait for something to happen despite not wanting to deal with it it’s my own fault really
i don’t even know i try to involve myself with you i think i’m just a sadist cuz the way the three of you treat makes me even sadder than i already am gawd fuck this
i’m sorry make that three people and you know fuck you three with your faggy little clique oh you’re such artists and you’re so misunderstood and you’re not like every other gay man
i’m fucking pissed off right and i hate two people and i want to shout at them and spit at them and i need alcohol so i can express myself better fuck you both
that moment during the vmas where those dancing mouths shoot confetti on the audience and they’re completely unmoved is a good representation of me and my life
well i’m going to bed so if you think you know why i’m so ashamed you can tell me goodnite!
i’m just trying to figure why i always feel ashamed of myself! i drank too much…
i mean i never had a lot of religious schooling in fact maybe only one year of it but do you think that’s why i feel so ashamed all the time
sailormoonhatesyou: i think it’s normal to have sudden and extreme bouts of shame come over me unprovoked does this happen to you?
there is someone i follow i’m strongly starting to suspect they hate black women
i think it’s normal to have sudden and extreme bouts of shame come over me unprovoked
ok stop paying attention to me now
butchbarbie replied to your post: butchbarbie replied to your post: butchbarbie… omg how interesting. pictures! yeah here’s one
butchbarbie replied to your post: butchbarbie replied to your post: hi …i want… what kind of dog? i think he’s a mix i know there’s rat terrier in him and i think there’s dalmatian too and maybe jack russell terrier if that’s possible
so my brother went to hang out with some friends tonite and i asked him if was coming home anytime and he said he was gonna sleep over at someone’s house and it was this girl i used to be friends with in highschool for a short time and apparently she has her own apartment now and like gee i wonder why he wants to stay over
cactass replied to your post: hi …i want attention gaga? no
benadryl replied to your post: hi …i want attention you’re pretty yay
butchbarbie replied to your post: hi …i want attention do you have any pets? a dog and i used to have a cat but he ran away i mean i see him around the neighborhood all the time
hi …i want attention
cactass replied to your post: cactass replied to your post: cactass replied to… the beatles eminem tyler the creator and whetever they are nickelnack daughtry i could go on for days creed lifehouse train ok we’re kind of going into cockrock territory
cactass replied to your post: cactass replied to your post: i mean i am biased… they are white people music and not the good kind like i think we need to make a list of bad white people music
and i think my stepbrothers really like the beatles especially the older one and one time in london with them i said i hated the beatles and it got the whole family into a big fucking argument that was petty as fuck but like i think it’s kind of funny